Cobalt Blue
Everybody seemed to have one, always
more or less the same, that photo — the camp
was lousy with versions of that picture, gray
from dirty pockets, fingering, the camp’s
eternal dust — a family, the ones
who got out of the stinking squalid camp
and made it to America, they’d done
it, crossed the ocean of after-the-camp,
after the war and losing the war, got
out of these mountains, this hellhole, this camp,
and in time they sent that picture: a hot
day in Long Beach (but not hot like the camp)
or a cold day in St. Paul, and it might
as well be Mars, anywhere not the camp,
and they’re all lined up in order of height —
daddy gone bald, fat (not like in the camp);
mama in her Hmong black skirt, Hmong black turban;
first son, still with his mane from the camp,
keeping his resistance vow that no barber
would touch him, a vow that he’d sworn in the camp;
and then the girls in their ill-fitting clothes,
looking stunned, looking bored, they left the camp
as kids and look, they’re teens — everyone posed
for this photo to send back to the camp,
a survivors’ trophy, a way to say
we’re Americans now, we’ve left the camp
forever but we won’t forsake you, may
you get out of there, too, you in the camp —
look at us, daddy down to grandma, just
look: tiny like the grannies in the camp —
and now she loves her new cobalt-blue shoes.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
January 2017
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