Everything
If failure has a certain smell, we might
expect putrescence, primal rot that stings
the senses, shrieks Go away! But at night
it’s different — sorrowful, sickly sweet,
mistakable for better. Morning light,
though, makes it all seem worse — burning tires, streets
filled with stinking garbage and wind that brings
the stench home — rancid, foul, mephitic, beat —
bad enough that failure taints everything.
But what if everything smells of success —
after the snow, the first faint whiff of springtime
rising from the hayfields, or the blessing
of an unexpected victory —
maybe a bakery back in business
in a liberated town, a pine tree
that made it through the storm, the still-wet ink
on a long-sought treaty, fair winds at sea —
why not all of creation, everything?
And it’s everywhere — the smell of existence,
whether we like it or not — it clings
to all that lives and dies, even the mystery
of space (said to savor of strawberries),
stone tombs that smell like time, death-kissed
carcasses, the crowns of babies’ heads, raucous
bacchanals reeking of wine comingled
with desire, electrical fires, rock
& roll ecstasies, toadstools, everything.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
August 2021
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