Garden Boy
My brother says he hates them, says he hates
the English like he hates the Afrikaners,
same same, one umlumbi like another,
he says, and he hates the iron gates
around their fine white houses, and the lawns
cropped close not by cattle but by his brother,
by me, whose bent shoulders bear the shame
of our fathers and of every black man
in Africa. So he says. But on pay
day he waits for me outside, chants my name
like one of the old songs he hopes to dance
to later, in the shebeen where he’ll lay
my bad umlumbi money down for beer,
for tshwala, for women who are not clean.
I will not say no to him — he is my
brother. When we were boys he said no tears
must ever mark my face when I have seen
the mamba — he said warriors do not cry.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
August 2010
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