Saint David’s Head
In my defense, as I would later tell
myself, I was weary, footsore, alone.
I had no map — but no matter. The Welsh
moors, the Irish Sea beating on the stones
a hundred feet below — who needs maps? I
would take no rest, I told myself, until
I reached Saint David’s Head, and then I’d lie
on the grass beside the path, have my fill
of the wine I’d brought to help me admire
my arrival at the end of the world.
I conjured ghosts of murmuring druids, choirs
of angels as luminous as schoolgirls
to greet me, sing my song. But every time
I reached the farthest headland, there would be
another, still farther ahead; the fine
spring day reproached me, mocked me. After three
such defeats I finally lost heart and let
myself collapse beside the path and chew
my onion vanities, watch the sun set
into the sea, drown it in wine. In due
time I stood and stretched and watched a gull
hop effortlessly into the headwind,
hovering there in flightless flight, the pull
of gravity poised against the relentless
push of wind. And then I saw the trick —
the path bore right. The rocks I’d seen ahead —
an island. And this is where banshees shriek
at fools who’ve been here all along — Saint David’s Head.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
February 2012
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