The Soddy
At the United Irish Cultural Center, San Francisco
My father rose and raised his glass, and everyone
froze — oh, here it comes, here it comes.
He smiled and waited, gathered himself. “Heaven,”
he said. “When they left Cork, they all thought
they were going to heaven. Well, they never
got there.” He paused, scanned our eyes. “They got
Nebraska.” Beyond this hand-me-down line
the same old story — the little they’d brought
in battered trunks, the troubles they’d found, nine
months of winter and three months of hell, pitiless
banshee winds and barely a sign
of life. Never give in, never admit
defeat — never. Not when the locusts come,
nor the bankers . . .
When he got to the bit
about the soddy, he stopped — and for some
time he stared back at it: the soddy, dug
into a low hillside, no trees no lumber,
just the soil and the sod and the bugs
and the bones, no rain till nothing but rain
and what’ll we do for supper, just a jug
of sour milk and cornbread gone green,
a woman weeping, Henry, I’ll not live
in a goddamned hole, so how do you mean
to prove up?
She walked thirteen miles to give
her confession — a Wexford priest whose mumbles
breathed incense and whiskey . . .
Six kids. Five
lived. Moved on. Proved up. Made a home of from.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
June 2014
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