Foxholes
When the time was right he told us about
the war — boredom, fear, and loneliness most
of the time, then terror and noise, the shouting,
screaming, the pop and heave of guns, ghost
moments that never go away and things
that cannot be unseen. That’s where I found
God, he said — where I found love, and the sting
of knowing what love means, how we’re all wounded
and scared, doomed but still alive — alive!
He told us about foxholes and bargains
with fate, grasping for anything to drive
away the onrush of death, make the pain
stop, hush the noise. And I’m still in that war,
still in that foxhole, he said — we all are.
— for W.W.
© Michael Fleming
Brattleboro, Vermont
June 2019
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