Purgatory
Cell by cell, each of the guys on the block
has a story like mine, how life was good
and then it wasn’t. Some of them won’t talk
about it, and some of the others would
deceive themselves into thinking I cared.
It’s always too cold in here, or too hot.
I hate that smell when everybody’s scared,
pretending not to be, pretending not
to be here at all, this hell that I call
purgatory as though I’m being cleansed
of what I did and who I was and all
that I still am, and getting out depends
on nothing I can understand. I pace
around the yard. I hate this goddamn place.
© Michael Fleming
Dummerston, Vermont
October 2024
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