Purgatory

 

Cell by cell, each of the guys on the block

has a story like mine, how life was good

and then it wasn’t. Some of them won’t talk

about it, and some of the others would

deceive themselves into thinking I cared.

It’s always too cold in here, or too hot.

I hate that smell when everybody’s scared,

pretending not to be, pretending not

to be here at all, this hell that I call

purgatory as though I’m being cleansed

of what I did and who I was and all

that I still am, and getting out depends

on nothing I can understand. I pace

around the yard. I hate this goddamn place.

 

 

© Michael Fleming

Dummerston, Vermont

October 2024

 

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